I keep talking about wanting to have an income. Yet I'm chasing that away by wanting it, instead of having it and embodying it already. That's like engaging in counter manifestation (or manifesting the opposite to what I actually want). I need to consciously manifest.
Well, I had the idea of the store... this is ongoing. This has felt difficult for me. This is why I question whether or not it's aligned. Every bit of working on it feels like real effort. When something is aligned, the actions to make it happen come naturally. Because we enjoy doing what we're doing.
I could work, but only under a narrow set of conditions and I could surely manifest this if I really wanted to. The narrow set of circumstances is to be doing my favorite things within protein science. That's why the analytical development work. Lab work is fine. I have only one issue with getting a job. The issue is that it takes ALL my time. The ability to enjoy a beautiful sunny day would be gone, unless they're on weekends. I have not spotted any jobs in the local area I live. There are 2 companies, Novo Nordisk and Adimab. Neither are hiring. Though, at this stage, I'd rather live off of investments. I would not mind working at Avitide/Repligen either, but they're not hiring.
According to A Course in Miracles, we are always living in the past. I 100% agree with this. For example, lets say you're in the car with your dad, and he's driving in the city and someone gives him the finger. Your dad tells you city people are rude. Then every time you're in the city, and someone is rude, you make a mental note that dad was right, city people are rude. When you encounter nice people in the city, your ego dismisses it. Rude people though? That will be noted to enforce an embedded narrative. That's living in the past. That's how we are programmed.
I know the behavior of pharma companies. I've been observing them for 30 years. How they think and how they operate are so predictable to me. I get that culture. They hate risks, so they'd rather pay a much higher price for a sure thing (an approved drug) rather than pay a lower price for a phase 2 drug.
I am in the fortunate position of holding a lot of Intellia shares. I don't want to sell them now because the price is low and feel strongly it will go higher. I know it with every fiber of my being. If the price is $50 or higher, I can afford to stay here in Vermont and the income from the investments would be enough for me to retire where I live and buy the place I live in. My ego mind had convinced me it would take a while for the company to be bought out. Why? Because my past experience understands how much pharma hates risk and Intellia has a safety risk. A patient in phase 3 had a serious liver tox event at about 24 days post dose. It activated Hy's law due to elevated elevated bilirubin and high AST/ALT liver enzymes. The patient later died. Most assume he died from liver failure but Intellia has never stated this. They said, quite specifically, that the patient had multiple co-morbidities. In other words, they don't know what actually killed him. The man was morbidly obese and had TTR amyloidosis with heart failure. The man was quite sick and his obesity might have compromised his liver in a non-obvious way. Many investors question the entire pipeline, but they shouldn't. Yes, there were other patients who had grade 2 and 3 liver elevations but they were asymptomatic and resolved spontaneously. The number of liver enzyme reactions occurs in fewer than 1% of patients. In various posts and articles by knowledgeable people, the timing of the liver reaction suggests that there was an immune reaction against a neoantigen created by edit. The body basically destroyed liver cells with that type of edit. In order for this to occur, the patient would need a specific type of HLA on their immune cells. Intellia could take their best guess on excluding HLA's by screening patients (best guess because the numbers are not high for people who've had elevated liver enzymes, so statistics will make certainty difficult). Or, they can suppress the immune system with corticosteroids. Or they can measure earlier biomarkers and initiate steroids when they show signs of liver injury. There is a solution though. I'm not worried about this when it comes to the big picture. This type of issue would be specific to the edit/disease. There's been no issues with HAE.
So back to big pharma...there are new dynamics at play right now. Big patent cliffs are occurring. Big pharma knows that their returns on investments have been declining for a long while. Buying a platform is starting to make sense. There are expensive platform companies out there such as Alnylam. Their market cap is $52 billion. They'd need to be bought for a premium, so maybe $60 to $80 billion for a buyout. Big pharma does not like expensive buyouts. Though, they don't have a lot of employees. Only 2200 or so. I'd buy them if I were a big pharma. The only problem is their platform might be under competition from crispr technologies. Intellia would happily take a $5 billion buyout ($50/share) in my opinion, but nothing will happen until the clinical hold lifts. This may take several more weeks. Intellia, in my opinion, will not take a low buyout price. I'm doubtful they'd accept $25/share or even $35/share. I think $50 is the right ballpark, but this is my guess (not insider information). This will sound high for some given where their stock is, but give it time.
I believe Intellia will be bought out. I truly do. The question is only when and for how much. So, achieving income through investing my Intellia buyout money (as long as markets continue to function) is one means to achieve income.
How to manifest this outcome.... I just need to live my life as if this has happened already. Remind myself I have income from Investments. I need to feel that reality daily. I need to disconnect my past. I have to let go of my pattern recognition of big pharma behavior. I don't need to bring Intellia into my manifestation directly though. I could leave it open ended. I simply have income from investments that cover my costs to live here and I own the place I live in. I will let the universe deliver what it will. I do know that big pharma is very worried about patent cliffs. So it's pretty likely at some point. My ego wants to say it will take well over a year, but this isn't true if the patient that died had other issues (like his liver had prior damage). So I'll stay open to this. The market knows Intellia is an attractive buyout target if this issue gets resolved. I believe it's related to the edit as people have noted online, which means this issue is unlikely for HEA patients. I believe in this technology. I believe in this platform. The crispr era is just getting started.
Until the universe provides me other options....this is what I have to work with. Getting my store to work, getting a job or manifesting an income from investments. I'll assume I already have income from investments. I'll let the universe work out how it comes to me, with an Intellia buyout being one possible mechanism. Then I won't worry about it much.
The truth is, we are all always creating our realities. We do it unconsciously. Every fear is mirrored back to us. Every every belief is mirrored back to us. If you assume disaster will happen, it's then more likely to happen. If you assume you'll get sick, then you're more likely to get sick. If you assume everything is working out for you, then things will probably work out for you. There are ebbs and flows to manifestation. It's not like there's no challenges or you get everything you want without delay. I do know that the universe is a mirror. You can't control everything....some events are due to collective energies. Politics is like this. Trump reflects a collective outrage on abandonment. We, the American people, were abandoned by societal elites back in the late 70's or early 80's, its just that the rage and upset is now being released. Trump reflects this because his narcissism was a direct result of emotional abandonment (his mother was quite sick when he was in his toddler years). It's pretty simple if you think about it. There's no sense getting angry at MAGA. They can't help their anxieties. I have to trust the universe has a plan.
With all that said, I think I'll get back into the manifestation gain. This connects with getting my health back on track because these things actually connect. The better I feel physically the more potent my ability to manifest.
So this is my commitment....improve health...improve vibration...manifest. I have income from investments already. I already own where I live. It's done.
I have to confess though, the winters are tough for me up here in VT. Its so dark and cold. It might be nice to manifest enough money to spend a few months each year in Costa Rica where my daughter lives. (January and February). Just sayin' 😜
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