Well, that was fast. 🤣. I had just written two days ago that I am making money from investments and I have enough to buy the place I live and retire. (NOTE: manifestation is always present tense). I had written about Intellia and the perceived liver tox risks and this is why big pharma can't buy Intellia at the moment. I held open the belief that there was a solution and stated that Intellia said the patient had multiple comorbidities. He might not have died from the liver tox.
Well, today Intellia made a filing with the SEC that updated what happened with the patient. The patient had a perforated duodenal ulcer that had ruptured. He died of sepsis. I looked up on Google if a duodenal ulcer would raise liver enzymes, it said yes, mildly. Then it said that a perforated ulcer could dramatically raise liver enzymes. So, it's possible that most of the elevated AST/ALT liver response was not drug related. A perforated ulcer would also raise bilirubin levels too. So, yes, that by itself could have met Hy's law.
I should add that I did know the patient had another illness that led to the liver response. How did I know? Right after the news came out about the enzyme elevation (grade 4, which was serious), I was meditating. I was using the theta wave with binaural beats meditation music I posted about earlier today. Right when I entered a meditative state, I heard a voice come through. It said the patient had another illness. That the response was exaggerated because of another condition. I stopped my meditation and texted a friend. I also texted my daughter. I told them what I heard in meditation. I still thought there might have been a contribution from the edit, but my theory was he had fatty liver disease or a condition like that, which may have exacerbated the liver response.
This news coming out just before JPM seems like a nice coincidence - as much as anything is coincidence. John, Intellia's CEO, is presenting at JPM on the 14th. I think John will ease safety concerns a bit. Everyone assumed the patient died of liver failure. I never held that belief firmly. I knew he had another issue, I just didn't know what it was. Clearly, he did not die of liver failure.
Is Intellia fully de-risked? Not entirely. They have seen a few patients with grade 2 to 3 liver enzyme levels (only 1 with grade 3). It's possible that the grade 3 patient took something over the counter that may have contributed to his enzyme levels, but I don't know this for a fact.
I assume FDA will lift the clinical hold. I'm not sure if they're satisfied or not. Maybe John will let the public know on Wednesday. Who knows.
So....I'm happily creating my reality.
Thanks for reading.
ETA: Well, I guess Intelllia's filing was during the day and the market didn't notice. I also did not see a press release or any social media. There could be a few scenarios. First, they wait until JPM in order to broadcast this information with context and implications for the clinical hold and whatever the FDA's concerns might be. Or, they have no idea about investor relations. This has been a challenge for NTLA, honestly. The notable example was not properly contextualizing the phase II HAE results, where only 81% of patients were attack free. The truth is that this was placebo controlled. Patients didn't know if they were on placebo and they're hypervigilant for attacks. Any minor sensation could be considered an attack. Investors walked away believing the drug was not very effective. There was virtually no kallikrein circulating in patients, so it was effective. The investing media misinterpreted because Intellia did not message that very well. So, I don't wish to be very critical of Intellia, because I may well have my own misunderstanding.
I did have a brief annoyance around the lack of press release. This is a red flag for me.... a red flag about my own emotions. It suggests attachment to the manifestation, and attachment is fear. That's a big no no. It's done, and the money I receive (to invest and buy my home) doesn't have to be from Intellia. I can't micromanage the universe. I have to trust it. I have to come back to presence and be grateful. I am truly grateful. I am in a position of privilege. This position is open to anyone who understands how creation works. Abundance is available to anyone feeling worthy of receiving it. No attachment to the manifestation. No fears or money worries should exist. If you're desperate for money, you have to let that go. You have money now. You are abundant now. You are a money magnet. Money flows to you naturally. Money you spend comes back to you multiplied. Keep reminding yourself that you're worthy of abundance. Narcissists like Trump attract money because he assumes it will always come towards him. Just when he was going broke, he was offered the Apprentice. That's how the universe works, when your basic belief is that you'll aways have money, then money flows towards you, even from surprising sources. The universe does not judge us. From Trump stealing Venezuelan oil to Trump laundering money for Russian oligarchs....he manifested those things for himself. There is no judgement. None whatsoever. The mirror the universe shows us in the form of our reality is absolutely unbiased. If you're life isn't where you want it to be, you need to examine your fears and inner beliefs. And then do your best to rid yourself of those fears. And remind yourself that the beliefs you hold probably aren't true. They're stories you ego mind invents. The reality you think you're in is mostly misunderstood. Too much programming....too much fear. A lot of false assumptions and biases. The narratives that keep us stuck are not true. We construct our own prison walls.
I view this reality....the incarnation I'm in...much like an interactive video game. My body is an avatar. My personality and life circumstances when born are my character. The challenges I faced were planned before I was born and everyone in my life agreed to be in it. Each has played a role. I played a role for them too. Everyone is a character. No one is real, because our real self is our soul. We are multidimensional energy beings who have entered a virtual reality for learning and entertainment. We need the challenges for growth and understanding. If you're a divine being of pure love, you want to know what it's like to feel love's absence. You want to know what it's like to feel love's loss. Maybe you even want to know what it's like to feel utterly alone and abandoned. Or maybe you want to love someone so intensely, only to lose them, and you want to know that experience. I know someone who lost a child not long ago. I can't imagine the depth of that pain. I keep thinking there was a soul contract and a reason that she experienced that loss. Some people experience spiritual awakenings from devastating losses. They say that the wound is where the light comes in. I have no way of knowing of course. I only know there was a reason. We sign up for every ounce of suffering we experience. Why? Why do human's climb mountains? To know what it's like. It's that simple. Our video game functions a lot like a movie. Some movies are comedies and some are tragedies. Some are terrifying and scary. Most lives have a mix of categories. We are here to learn and experience, and yes, it's a bit like a game to me.
I am changing levels in this game. I can't say I'm there yet though. I'm still trying to figure things out for myself. I need to become more disciplined with my thoughts and focus. This is a big part of being on the spiritual path. If I watch political videos or if I focus on unhappy events, that works against me. Ideally, we don't take our thoughts seriously. Ideally, we become observers of the thoughts so we don't ego identify with them. Ideally, we learn to be present more often. Thoughts don't have to stay positive when they do arise. Some emotional purging may be necessary, so flow with that. Never judge your thoughts or emotions. Let them be. Its enough to observe them and not be identified with them.
In any case, I've gone on and on and on.
Thanks again for reading.
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